Last day of May

Today is the last day of May AKA the last time there will be nice weather before Heatwave June comes in. I just love May because the flowers come out, we celebrate mother's day, our veterans and nice weather. I was walking  outside with a resident's family member today and we both could not get over how nice the weather was. Look Texas if its going to be over 105 just let me know so I can take a vacation somewhere else lol.  Thank you God for another month down and another month to come.

Children of God (Monday)

This kid is ridiculously cool and to think I don't even like children lol! What makes this little girl so special is her love for God. Her love for God and people is so contagious. She is one of my best friends daughter and she has truly blessed my life. Every time I am in the presence of this kid she inspires me to be a better Christian and to be better for God's kingdom. What makes this child so special is her loving heart. As children I think we all grow up with an innocent and loving heart. We see everyone the same and we do not look at skin color, class, material possessions and etc. As children we just love people. As we get older different things start to change our innocence. Whether it is peers, experiences or just life, some of us fall away from that child like view of the world. I too am guilty of that and just when I think I am too good to be loving toward another person God reminds me to see them through a child eyes. I made this little girl my Sunday blog because she is just so sweet, loving, and truly an example of Godly love.


Blessings,
N.B

count your blessings

Yesterday Pastor Jefress encouraged us to count our blessings when we are in storms or when we are coming out of one
I want to list a few people and things that I am grateful for.

1. God's grace- I am so grateful that Jesus died for q sinner like me. I have made so many mistakes and yet he still loved me enough to die for me.
2. Family- I am lucky to have parents who never abused me, always supported me and most of all loved me. I had the worlds greatest mother and even though she is no longer here here presence is always around me. I have a dad who taught me business and how to handle my finances. A brother who is always near and available to offer advice. A sister who I can lean on. Non blood relatives who always think about me and are constantly praying for me.
Friends- its a beautiful thing to have a friend who sticks closer than a brother. My friends rule. I live how we talk to each other crazy and still laugh about it. Lol my friends are a hot mess.
Job- not everyone has one and some have been laid off. Thank you God that i have a job and that lay offs are not even on the picture.
Grad school- no matter how's much it stresses me out, i am glad to be back in school. Im ready to finish and become an LMSW.
Health- thank you god for my health. Thank you for allowing me to breathe w/o assistance, and thank you for allowing me to walk freely from place to place.
Car- hahah my little Kia. Im so blessed to have a car.

count your blessing name the one by one count your blessings see what God has done
 count tour blessings name them one by one count your many blessings see what the lord has done.

G.N

Friends

Friends! What a blessing it is to have a friend. I am so thankful for the people God has placed in my life. I have had downer week where I almost felt hopeless, confused, anxious and scared. This week my friends have truly lived out Galatians 6:2 by allowing me to bear my burdens with them. Thank you god that I have friends of different backgrounds, races, cultures, and different personalities. I am so blessed to have friends that provide love and positive guidance in my life. Lord please teach me to "Bear one another burdens".

Sunday School

Today was an amazing day! One of my friends from choir and I met up and went to a singles sunday school class. It was nice to be around people similar to me who are working, and of course looking for that Godly mate.  My friend and I were discussing how hard it is to be single and how it often gets lonely. We talked about the different lies that Satan tries to feed us on a daily basis, and we discussed are doubts and fears. During that time my friend opened up the bible and turned to a verse that hit home. 1 Corinthians 2:9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. The verse hit both of us because while we are frustrated and asking "WHY",  God already has our perfect mate in the works we just can see him. My friend and I both agreed to focus on the awesome opportunities God is allowing us to do for his glory and wait on that mate he has for us.


The way I see it if it is taking this long to for him to come, then God must have someone pretty AWESOME for us!!!!!!


Blessings

What do you want??


So I am wanting to finally date and I have a great opportunity to date. The only problem is that neither of the men in my life feels right. A couple of weeks ago I went on a date and this guy brought me flowers, payed, was on time, came to my city to see me, and truly enjoyed himself. Well needless to say he called once and never called again and we have not spoken since and I assume it was because he was too busy to date. Now I met another guy on POF and I just dont feel it with him. He was late, I had to drive to see him, and he acted like he could not stay long. Though everything turned out fine it was still a turn off. Now another guy who I was so crazy about last year is back in the picture and it seems he really wants something with me. I am not sure if we are official or if we are taking it slow and I am kinda tired of figure it out. Though he is being more consistent I still do not feel satisfied. I dont know if something is wrong with me, if I have high standards or maybe I dont trust God's sending me a good man. Whichever one of these it may be, I am in the mindset to focus on myself this summer, finish school, move out. I am not sure what to do about the guy I liked last year because he is finally telling me everything I wanted to hear, but I wonder if its too late. I want marriage and though I am not 100% ready to be anyone's wife now one day I will be. I want someone worth it, and I do not have time to waste. I am just so scared that if I let this guy go that God may not send me anyone else. I KNOW ITS A LIE FROM SATAN! It is just hard being in a season of singleness. A good friend told me that I need someone who appreciates me, and it is better to be alone than unhappy. I could only see true happiness with guy #1 and for whatever reason it did not work, but I have a good idea of how a gentlemen should be minus the not calling me again. What do I want in a guy? Well he needs a job, strong relationship with god, needs to be understanding and practice celibacy, appreciates me, giving of his time, willing to go out his way to see me, needs to feel right, HE HAS TO BE FUNNY LOL, and get along with family and friends. I am really praying to see if this guy from my past meets those qualifications, and am going to take it day by day. My prince is out there I just have to keep hope alive.

God bless